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[04 May 2004|01:56pm] |
You
Name:: Raya
Age:: 16
Gender:: girl
Them
Name:: Ashley
Age:: 16
Gender::girl
Their...
Last bf/gf:: hmm dru or sumthing gay like that, it was a boy ppfftttt
Favorite Color:: green and blue and purple i think :)
Favorite Food:: anything, lol... that chiken thing from davis
Favorite Band:: oh god how long have i got, p!nk, good charlotte, simple plan, yellow card, brand new, tts, soty..and the list goes on
Middle Name:: melissa
Favorite Movie:: girl inturupted or boys dont cry
Favorite TV Show:: i dont know
Favorite Radio Station:: kiss 108..i duno
Car:: ? ford focus
~Couple Stuff~
How long have you been together?:: 1 year 8 months
What couple from a movie are you most like?:: i dunno..any lesbian movie? lol
Have you met their parents?:: yes and i <3 them
Have you met them?:: uh yes lol
Do you have a song?:: lots..naked, wonderwall, when im gone, change, love song
What is it?:: ... naked, wonderwall, when im gone, change, love song
What movie do you both love and watch together?:: boys dont cry ;)
Were they your first anything?: If so what?:: basically everything lol
First
Kiss:: april 27, 2003
Date:: movies, identity
Argument:: not sure, we've had lots =)
Movie you saw together:: identity
Dance:: in ashleys room at like 3 am
Last
Place the 2 of you went:: airport =(
Time you kissed:: February 28th
Time you hugged:: see above
Time they made you laugh:: duno
Time you made them laugh:: duno
Thing you bought them:: cant remember
Thing they got you:: a mini disk
Time you talked:: sunday
Movie you watched together:: passion of the christ!
Describe
Your most Romantic Kiss:: hmm..maybe our first kiss...or any kiss while in the process of other things lol....good bye kisses, but they are sad too =(
Their looks:: boring brown eyes, sumtimes change colour, nice hair, well used to have nice sexy short hair!! trousers to big, dirty clothes...thats ashley!
Your looks:: AMAZING green/blue eyes lol short brown hair
The sweetest thing they did for you:: lots of things
Love:: *sigh* its amazing
Them in 3 words:: perfect, mine, ASHLEY
How they make you feel:: fucking wonderfull everytime we talk :0
Your relationship:: we have our moment of doubt that were not gonna make it, but when u think about it, the only thing that stops us from being together is water....and we can deal with that
The future:
How long will it last:: how longs a piece of string? FOREVER and ever and ever and ever
Do you want to get married:: yes
Kids?:: maybe 1
How Many:: 1..maybe 2?
Kids names:: hayley,
House, apartment, or other:: doesnt matter, long as im with her
Pets:: my sisters ggrrrr
Your job:: looking after mine and ashleys nice house while she goes out and works
Their job:: graphic design-er
A few questions to end on
Do you love them:: fuck yes..more than anything in the whole wide world
Have you told them how you feel:: oh yes..i wish i did more often
Why do you like them:: shes sweet,caring, oh so sexy, has sexy hair, good at giving head......i heart her so much
How did you hook up:: P!NK!!!!!!!!! (thanks again love)
Will they read this:: yeah
Your favorite quote on love...
From a movie:: ootaaaayyyyyy
From a Song:: j e n j e n lmao
From anywhere:: ^^^
Last words
Anything you want to say:: lets talk about sexy baby
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[21 Apr 2004|11:39am] |
incase u didnt get my tx ashley, im foning you later, ill be at elaines house so ill buy a fone card and use her house fone, coz im such a lovley g/f lol....so ill ttyl
love u further than the stars and back xxxxx
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[19 Apr 2004|04:24pm] |
i have walked that long road to freedom, i have tried not to fail, i have made missteps along the way. but i have discovered the secret that after climbing a great hill, one only finds that there are many hills to climb. i can rest only for a moment for with freedom comes responsibilities, and i dare not linger for my long walk is not yet ended. -Nelson Mandela-
If you travel the same route as everybody else, all you will see is what they have already seen. -Iain Banks-
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[01 Apr 2004|09:58am] |
sorry i was a bitch last nite...i was in one of my moods :(
im trying to not do that no more, but sumtimes i cant help myself
i have problems i know
love u further than the stars and back
always xxxxxxxx
oohhhhh p!nks on sum funny show on saturday.......with ant and dec w00t w00t
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| My End |
[30 Mar 2004|09:59am] |
is there somewhere in this world
somewhere just for me
where i can relaxe and let it all go
and simply just be fre?
could there be a way out
and not one that involves death
because right now it feels like
thats the only option i have left
i need a place to rest my head
forget all my family and friends
should i be worried about myself
i keep thinking im close to 'my end'
ive still got growing up to do
and im already half way there
16 years old without a care in the world
i dont know how much more i can bare
please find me a way out
because i am my only friend
should i be worrid about myself?
i think im close to 'my end'
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| Sorry isnt good anough, here, have my life |
[30 Mar 2004|09:54am] |
a drop of blood for every tear i made you cry
or a breath for every mistake
id gladly give you my life to live
and in re-turn i would take
every bad thought you had about me
every bad word you said
id take them all apon myself
and make sure they replayed in my head
sorry ive said many times
and still it remains just a word
give me your ears so i can hear
how many times you've heard
the same old story
that you know it off by heart
i no now i should of finished it
before i let it start
id much RATHER be a friend to you
so my mistakes wont cause you no pain
after every bad thing ive done to you
tell me.....what did i gain?
......Nothing......
kiss asss time....again lol
143 xxxxx
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| Let me cry |
[30 Mar 2004|09:34am] |
Teach me a lesson
one that ill never forget
make sure i fail
in all the goals i set
live my life in fear
watch my own back everyday
dont stop untill i understand
whyt i treat you this way
cut my own arms
untill they draw blood
dont stop untill i die
or untill i learn how to love
let me make mistakes on purpose
dont let me do anything right
and even im afraid of the dark
make me sleep without the light
take away my joy
untill all i feel is pain
take away my sunshine
untill all that falls is rain
take from me the will the breath
so i see every reason to die
dont stop and think what your doing to me
this time let me cry
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[26 Mar 2004|03:47pm] |
when the world fells like its against you
i no what you want to do,
i no because ive been there
i no what its like to be you,
have you ever felt so small
its like your not even there
would they notice if you went away
do you think they'd care?
because i no whats its like
to feel depressed and alone
and when theres people around you
but your still on your own,
i know youve thought about ending it all
and i know how close youve come
but just stop about think about it
are you the only one?
surley there must be people
people just like you
who are tired of feeling alone
but still carry on the way you do
so i am here to help you
i no you'll make it through ,
being alone isnt the end of the world
we can deal with it, me and you.
i rote that in english today....lol i dont even think it rhymes!
yay i get my p!nk pics back today, knowing my luck they either come out blurry, i didnt put the flash on or there just shit in gerneral.
143 xxxxxxx peace and <3
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[24 Mar 2004|11:11am] |
yea so i went and saw p!nk last nite, and lemme just tell you some of what happend......well first she came out in sum cowboy out fit fighting with her dancers, i think she was singing most girls, then she sang there you go i think, then split personality then i think another song from that album but i cant remember which one hehe, then she went on to sing sum of the missundaztood song and ashley foned me so it was like we was there 2gether (i wish) she changed like 4 times during the show, i didnt like some of her outfits but who cares. she sang misery, eventually, just like a pill, dont let me get me, get the party started and some other songs from that album. she did an acoustic with her guitarist, she sang janis joplin both songs w00t w00tm oh and she did guns n roses welcome to the jungle which was good. i got me a hoodie and a t shirt there oh so sexy. ok listen to this......
she got a boy from the auidence to come on stage while she was singing respect, she tyed him to the chair and gave him a lap dance.....i was wetting it, oh man and her dancers, when she did oh my god i swear it was porn porn porn all the way, shes a dyke...a huge fucking dyke, she was all over the girls just like the girls was all over her...lmao and the christina doll, that was jokes....i think the only down side to that concert was that ashley wasnt there....after the concert i was sad coz i wanted her to be there so much with me, and coz when p!nk was singing oh my god i had this huge day dream about me n ashley...i dont think ill tell you that..so ill tell ashley on the fone later.......hehe
there was a girl named ashley
who lived far far away
this girl i want to be with
every single day
she knows how much i love her
i wish i could hold her tight
i want to lay with her all day
and every single night
these tears that i cry
are unhappy and lonely too
i think the only way they can stop
is to just be with you!
i just wanted you to know
that i love this girl so much
oh lord what i would give
just for a kiss or a touch......
TA DA!!!!!!!
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| whos going to see p!nk tomorrow |
[22 Mar 2004|12:14pm] |
RAYAS GOING TO SEE P!NK TOMORROW
how bad do you hate me lol
im excited now, its been like 2 years since ive seen her.....well ill let u know how it goes
143 ashley futher than the stars and back xxxxxxx
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[19 Mar 2004|05:48pm] |
guten tag mine frunds
tonight me, toni n sam are going to watch sams uncle play in his band in sum pub. hhmmm whats been going on with me....not much just skool shit, coming up to my final months at shirley high skool and i cant wait to get the fuck out of there w00t w00t
im seeing p!nk in 4 days and for sum reason im not even excited about it, i 4get im even going untill sum1 reminds me, ive calmed down alot as far as being her 'fan' goes, its to expensive to be like that all the time, but after i see her, ill prob fell the same way all again...but oh well what can i say, she has that effect on me lol. i cant wait to get out of this shit hole country and go and tour the world, ever since i can remember ive always wanted to go to africe, austraila, brazil...all those types of places, just to see how life is there, weather or not ill get to do that is a different story.
i think im gonna let my lip close up and get it pierced futher down, i only got pierced that high up was so i could put a hoop in it, and i tryed a hoop and its uncomfortable so yea thats £40 down the drain.
oh and i wonna go to this feastival thing thats happening in england, i duno what its called, but linkin park and the distillers and sum other good bands are gonna be there. yea so thats about all folks, ill update in a few more days when i have access to a computer
oh and if a certain person reads this who goes by the name of danielle fransis (i dont think thats how u spell it) crowe, i hope your not mad and me and we need to talk soon
love you ashley xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to the stars and back xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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[15 Mar 2004|10:01am] |
AnD i NeVeR eVeN gOt ClOsE
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FOrGet EvErYtHiNg YoU tHiNk YoU kNoW aBoUt mE
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ItS nOt vErY cOmPlIcAtEd
Im JuSt DrUnK aNd OvEr RaTeD
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[12 Mar 2004|11:17am] |
sorry i didnt answer my fone...i must of been in a deeeeep sleep and plus i went to bed at 10:30 go me!!
yea so ive been reading this book called 'the kid' by kevin lewis, its really good, its almost the same as a boy called it, a man named dave and theres one more but i cant think of it, kevin lewis lived in england, actully he lives were my auntie lives now about 10 mins from my house, and he went to a childrens home in croydon. its really sad actully, he nearly got raped by a man in a shed and so did his brother, his mum and dad beat him like whow...im just about half way thru, and after i read this one im gona get this other book of my auntie called 'sickend' about a women and she pretends that her daughter has cancer. i do <3 to read lol
i think im gonna get my pictures developed 2morra, the ones from when i was in boston :( :( :( oh the memories...oh the good good memories lol
oh i spoke to ahley last nite online, it was fun, were gonna ,move to cali, well she is im gonna stay home with her mum and dad lol.
i need cash like now, i dont think i can go 5 months without ashley, either you have to come over 2 me, or we can kill ourselves so we can be 2gether there lol...or not
k im gone in spose to be doing my maths work but im not hehe
143 with my heart....oh and dude i know what we can get next to our lil pink man whenw e get our tats...811.....it figures lol why didnt we think of that then i was there???
k im gone
holla back lol
111111111444444444333333333333 forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever
HA i didnt even copy and paste that....i wrote then all
now thats gotta be love!!!!
peace
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[12 Mar 2004|11:10am] |
ive been thinkin aobut you and me girl
and weve got sumthing going on
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[11 Mar 2004|07:19pm] |
this is the t shirt i want.....me and ashley want the same one WHAT A SURPRIZE
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[11 Mar 2004|03:19pm] |
oh baby, ive just seen the p!nk t-shirt and hoodie....does any one know how much $85 is in pounds??????????? anyways im sure ill find out at the concert, i cant wait its been like 2 years since i seen her and i wona see sugarcult again i <3 them xxxxx yea so i was checking to see how much it would be to go bakc to boston in june 17 but then i realised that my exams havint even finished then, and if i come in july its gonna be bare cash..its was £400 in june and coz july is a holiday its so much more, but yea im gona try and see what i can do!
its my mummys birhtday on satruday, she would be 42, then the sunday after that is mothers day HOW FUN!!!
k im gone like the wind
143 ashley xxxxxx
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[08 Mar 2004|09:41am] |
**you cant keep a secret if it never was a secret to start
at least pretend you didnt wonna get caught**
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| i want you to know that, i miss you |
[04 Mar 2004|04:44pm] |
well i went to skool 2day, HOW FUN! i had a math exam, i thin i did otay on it, im not sure tho knowing me i was reading the question wrong lol
things are still the same back here in shitty england, oh except one thing, which just makes things worse, i should of known nothing would changed when i get home, and people are telling me 'things have got a little better' yea fucking right they have. i need to get a job so that i can my ass back to see my GIRLFRIEND soon. oh one of my friends smells like john ahhh i love that smell! aw how sad am i, im at the libary, i didnt wonna go home yet, so i came here, these computers are quite dandy actually.........well thats all i think, maybe ill come here again 2morra, who knows maybe ill ask if they want people to work here HAHA just joking
143 ashley and so much more..........oh and yesterday when you tried to fone me, i was sleeping and i didnt hear it and amy turned my fone off SORRY be mad at her :)
i think my lip is infected, it hurts.
i miss boston, i want a hot pokect and sum moutain due and i want to play tony hawk with you so u can get a better skool than me lol yea right you know im gangsta anf grinding lol
well really thats all
143 again and 143 john...you sexy man you
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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[02 Mar 2004|07:11pm] |
:( :( :( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :( :(
i miss you so much, i cant stand this.i need to be with now and forever.......i love you so much, and being apart from you makes me realise how much i really do love you
ill see you soon dont worry, its all gonna be fine, i promise, but for now i guess ill just have to sleep with Rash, and every time i wonna hear 'i love you' ill just squeeze his foot and pretends its you. all ive done since i got home is cry, i cryed when i left you, i cryed on the plain when i realised that i was going home, then i cryed when i got home in my bed with Rash, then i cryed all last nite........its not fair.......................I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, right now id get your fucking name tattooed on my forehead just to show you how much i love you
:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(
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[28 Feb 2004|02:22pm] |
me and ash went to a celtics game the other day, it was so fun and intense, anyways we took sum pics
ohhh last night was ffuuunnnn, first ashley put whiped cream over my back and licked it off ooooohhhhhhhh baby, then she put sum on my breat n licked it off, then we took a shower 2gether, i never thought i would take a shower with any one, but i feel like i can do anything around ashley, i dance for her topless aswell lol......dont worry about the fact that im on the fat side of the life lol
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